I haven't written for a while .... alot is going on in my world .... everyday .... and sometimes it just bubbles up and I feel like I'm drowning.  Right now all of my children have "issues" .... I feel like I'm standing in the middle of my kitchen and the room is spinning around me.  It's not that any of it is "earth shattering" but when you have 4 different problems to try and solve or help your children with  and then throw in a sister-in-law getting married ... in another state .... and you and your husband and all 4 of your children are part of the actual wedding party... and you have to get everyone organized in the middle of trying to run your everyday life  ..... well like I said ... you feel like you are drowning .....

I am sort of feeling inadequate.  I would like to take one problem at a time and set all the others off to the side but that's not how life works ..... children don't "wait" well .... and to be honest ... I don't do well with them waiting .... I worry about them and then it makes fixing any problems harder .... am I making any sense?

I am hoping that just writing this here will help to clear out my head.  Really I'd like to crawl back in bed and sleep for about 10 hours .... but....

Okay ... video for sister-in-law's wedding ..... I have about 150 picutes to scan in and then make a slideshow for her wedding reception ..... so ... I'm starting there .... I'll be back later when I have something else to get off my mind ..... wish me luck!

~joie