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Hello World! I am back ... I feel as if these last few years I had been swept up by the Starship Enterprise..... Because I have boldly gone where no man or mother have gone before.... Ok I'll admit that most families have crazy times and there are trials and tribulations they go through.  I have to tell you, however, our family's cup RUNNETH OVER... At this point I feel as its out of the cup across the counter down the cabinets and I am standing it three feet of water (🤔 Make that jello) Because treading through jello takes mountain of energy and one must make the commitment to swim through it to get to the other side.

Well I won't delve into all the details tonight but over the next few weeks I am going to try and give a brief synopsis of the last 3-4 years.... Who knows I may break the Internet with all the craziness that has transpired... You laugh now but just you wait.  We are going to have fun catching up I promise.

Ooooh, You ask why do I find myself back here after all this time.  Well I have not elaborated of the fact that I have Major Depressive Disorder... Along with a couple of other diagnoses thrown in for good measure.  So I found myself on Facebook... A lot... And then I created a Page... And it's basically all posts of pretty or insightful and also some quite funny ... Memes... You know those cute little pictures with witty and inspiring words on them.... Well it's going a couple of months now and I thought to myself the other day ... I really enjoy scouring all over the Internet for just the right words put together along with a somewhat ascetically pleasing structure... Yes digressing and I are still old friends... Well basically I thought that if I was trying to express feelings  then maybe I should use my own words instead...

I've written a ton of poetry but it tends to draw out the "dark" (that's my affectionate name for my depression) in me ... So instead of being a healthy outlet it would start to make me obsess of the ugly and sad things. Sooooooo ... I remembered I had this blog that I'd abandoned for so long .... So please forgive my neglect.  But I am back and I'm hoping that the funny joyful Joie will crawl out from her cave she's cloaked herself under for so long.

Wish me luck and I'll see you soon ... With a cup of coffee and a story to tell.
Love and kisses ... And yes it's 3am ... And I must lonely 🎶🎶🎶 ... Couldn't help myself ... I love that song by Rob Thomas of Matchbox 20 ... Look them up ... And good night (or good morning might fit better) ... 🎶🎶🎶 Off to never never land💤💤💤 (yes Metallica citation) 😉